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Lots of Writing

I noticed that this summer I haven't been writing to much. I've been pretty busy, here in NJ. Between work, starting my company and spending time with my family it's been pretty hectic. It sometimes feels like I don't have time to breath. Craziness...  

So I've been shooting for my site non stop. My site build has started and I am really excited about it. Hopefully you all will enjoy it as much as I am going to once it's complete. As well as shooting for my site I've been shooting other talent for the 6 other sites I am launching. It's really hard to get talent out here on the East Coast. But I will be in California soon and will then have a unlimited supply of talent to shoot. Then I can really get on the ball with the shooting. : )

Ok so my brother has been staying with me here in NJ as well. Originally I thought he would be able to shoot scenes and could be the main male talent on the milf site. But the first scene he tried to shoot he couldn't get his dick hard. Sucks for him. He was a little butt hurt for about 2 days. But he's better now. I told him I'd give him another shot and he can try and bang another milf. But would have to take the little blue pill. We'll see what happens. On to other things.
 
I am really starting to miss home so much it is insane. It's sucks not getting to see my friends and have them around when I need to talk to them. I have about 4 girls that are my bestest friends in the world and were all like sisters. We've been friends since we were 12 years old. We've all been through so much together. My one best friend just gave birth to the most beautiful baby girl I have ever seen. She is absolutely precious. I tell you. I can't wait to get home and see her new baby. My other best friend that is pregnant was just in the hospital for about one week. She was having complications with her pregnancy poor girl. She found out she has a thyroid problem  and could potentially not be able to have kids after her son is born. I feel really bad for her. But she is a strong woman and will get through it. I know she is going to make a wonderful mother once her son is born.

Sometimes I feel like I am going to be the last one out of my friends to get married and have kids. But we will see what the future holds for me. Right now kids are unfortunately not a option for me and my life. I need to build my empire first before I do the whole kid thing or start to even think about it. I will also need to get married first to do that. I understand people have kids everyday with out being married but that's not for me. Nor excepted in my family at all. I mean then again the whole porn career thing is not really excepted either although my parents have grown on it and completely except it now. So that's good for me.

Ummmm what else is going on in my life.... I am trying to think, I might hurt myself haha.

Alright so I started to pay off my debt with LA Direct Models, so I can be let out of my contract. Unfortunately it doesn't really seem like I am going to be let out of it. So I am contemplating when I send the rest of the money owed. Because really if I am not going to be let out of it what difference does it make whether I pay it now or later.... Honestly I just want out of it, so I can go back to the agent that started everything for me. I mean I know I fucked up with Spiegler a lot. And did not make him proud, at times. But that man was like my second father and will always hold a huge place in my heart. It brings a tear to my eye every time I think about it. Any who. That's the agent that fits me best, and I would really like to go back there. But we'll see if he even takes me back. When he represented me I was young and often got pig headed. Now I am older not by much but have learned a lot in my time away. So we will see what the future holds...

Afternoon and Oh So Bored

Lately I have been been feeling a little homesick. Who knows why... Well I know why of course lol. I notice the older I get the more I miss my family and friends when I am away. I have tons of family here in New Jersey and I spent as much time with them as possible. But still I miss my mom, dad, brother, sister, and friends. It's crazy right now I feel like I am missing so much in my friends life especially. Three of my best friends are pregnant right now. My one best friend is going to deliver within the week. It's so exciting. This will be her third child. She is one hell of a person to she is going to make a wonderful mother to her new born baby. But she is already one of the strongest, most amazing mothers and friends I know. My other best friend is three months going on four months pregnant. She has had a hard time getting pregnant in the past. But she is finally pregnant with a little baby boy. YAY! And my other best friend who already has 3 boys is pregnant again. About one month. She will find out if she is going to have twins again shortly. It's things like this that make me miss being home with my friends and there for them. Other than that. It just sometimes feels like I am missing so much.

Things in New Jersey are going well. My brother and I went to Hurricane Harbor with my cousin the other day. It was great fun. Only thing that sucks is that you stand in line for the rides about 98% of the time and 2% of the time actually of the rides. I went in this one ride it's a big tube with lots of twist and turns pretty cool. It takes about all of 10 seconds to get through. Of course I am a little costurfobic, and decided to keep my eyes open most of the time during the ride. And half way through it I started hyperventilating, bc it's pitch black inside the ride, and couldn't see a thing. I thought I was going to have a panic attack. But right after that there was light and I was out of the ride. Oh the ride also made me feel like I have just got a HUGE enema. Any who. I went on a few other rides and the lazy river of course. After my adventure at Hurricane Harbor I went to my Grandparent's Beach House and had the most delicious dinner. I love my Grandpa's cooking. It is simply the best. Sometimes better than going to any Italian restaurant imaginable.

On to other things. I started shooting content for my websites and of course the movie I am directing. First off let me tell you it is so hard to find good talent out here. Or for that matter girls that want to shoot when they are in NYC touring. I understand they are on tour and making a hell of a lot more money escorting than shooting a scene. But I mean some of them should be cool with staying a extra day so we will see how things turn out. Although I have been lucky enough to find a agent out here who has girls in town. Not the most well known girls or known at all but he has girls and I've started shooting them. I've got some good scenes so far.

Well that's all for now... I'll write more later.

NAME MY COMPANY

Hey Everyone!

I need help naming my new company.  I am launching a bunch of sites and an affiliate program and I want the most kick ass name possible. So I have decided to start a contest, to name it. The winner will receive a dinner date with myself and will spend a full day with me while filming for my new company.

To enter the contest. Please email pleasenameme@gmail.com with the following requirements.

Please send me 1 to 10 names for the company.
Your First and Last name.
Address
Phone Number
Email Address
DOB

ALL CONTESTANTS MUST BE 18 AND OVER.
ALL ENTRIES MUST BE SUBMITTED BY AUGUST 15TH NO LATER.
DRAWING IS AUGUST 16TH.

Thanks!
Taryn : )

To Funny

LOL.... That's all I have to say to that one.... LOL

I am sitting at home watching Army Wives, waiting for Larry King Live to go on. I am surfing the web as I just got done purchasing some new clothes on the web of course, and I decide to check up on some porn gossip sites. Just to see what's going on, and what do I see??? TARYN THOMAS'S BROTHER DOING PORN as the title to a story on Adultfyi.com LOL. It cracks me the fuck up sometimes. People still find me interesting when I am not taking it in my ass. Thanks for the continued Taryn Thomas talk because good or bad it's keeping my name around and apparently you all want it around for a LONG time. : )

On to a happier note. I bought a NEW surf board today. YAY! I absolutely love it. It's a long board pink n purple with flowers and hearts. It's HOT! I know you wanna ride it. Or me for that matter LOL. I started taking surf lessons and I am really enjoying it. Next I want to try kite surfing. Now that looks absolutely amazing. It's really only being done in North Carolina at the moment, but as soon as I get to back to Cali I will be looking for a place to take those classes. When I was buying my new board this week the kid that sold it to me was telling me more about kite surfing and it just really seems like a totally amazing extreme water sport I really want to get into. I was told and also learned in my research you can be lifted almost 30 to 50 ft in the air, if done correctly. I can't wait to start doing it.

Alright I am fucking sick again. I have a upper respitory infection. It's not pretty at all let me tell you. I am on 2 different inhalers, a nubuliser, antibiotics and nasal spray. So I finally quit smoking once and for all. YAYY That was a long time coming...

Ok well I am going to go listen to this group from BC. Check them out they're hella hot. www.myspace.com/sweatshopunion7

Oh and I'll be sure to start filling ya all in about my brothers porn career lol Maybe his will be better than mine.

Before dinner writings

I am back writing again. I know it's been sometime. I seem to go in spurts of writing then not writing. It's crazy. But then hey so am I hahaha.

Alright so I am still in New Jersey. I really do love it hear. Well during the summers at least. I don't know if I could really handle the winters here anymore. Hell I can't even handle when it gets to about 60 degrees at night.

Tomorrow My Mother and Brother get back from Italy. They've been there for 12 days now. I am going to pick my brother up from the airport and go have lunch with my mother. My brother is going to stay here with me for about 2 weeks. Maybe longer. He is going to start shooting scenes for my web company. So maybe the male version of Taryn has been spawned. I am sure my mother is very thrilled about it lol My Dad I am sure he's like go get um tiger lol My brother will be shooting for my milf site. He will be the main character on the site. He gets tested Monday and starts shooting on Friday! Making it a family affair HAHAHA

At the moment I am cooking dinner. Making pirogies and kielbasa. Totally NOT a diet food. But I am trying to get rid of the um diet food in my fridge, so that when I start my diet again tomorrow I have none of that food left. Sounds good right? RIGHT! My special friend got a Wii and bought me the Wii fit thing to go with it. I am sooo excited about it. Man let me tell you that Wii is sooo smart! It measures you Body Fat %, weighs you, knows your height. It's NUTS. But I love it. YAY!

Alright so I've been thinking a lot lately. Seeing as I have plenty of time to do that. Somethings were said to me by one of my best friends that another one of my best friends said about me. It was nothing bad nothing bad at all but made me start thinking. Last year I set out to make a come back in the porn industry and stop my hiatus. Well as you all know it didn't go as well as I wanted it to go. One MAJOR issue being my weight. First and foremost I should NEVER have attempted to do it with my weight not being right. Second I just don't think I was mentally ready, and Third I just don't think I did the proper preparation for it (PR, etc). Plus I like stupid things get to me. Like when Mr. English said people weren't jumping out the window to shoot me. Well NO SHIT no one wasn't I was FAT still. Plus I got into a fight with him that should of never happen. Oh well what can I say everything happens for a reason. Ok so now that I've lost all my weight and will be starting a internet company, I have decided it would only be natural for me to start performing again. But this isn't going to be something that happens over night. First I want to clear up all issues with La Direct Models. I hope to have that done by end of September. (Seeing as I will be moving so that's going to take up sometime) Second if I have to find NEW representation. Which I don't foresee being a problem. I would most likely go back to my former agent responsible for the spawning of Taryn Thomas. That's if he would take me back. And if he rejects me I know just who I would want to be my agent. : ) Third I would want to have all PR aspects covered. I would want my comeback to be heavily publicized. Forth I would want to launch my comeback a month before the launch of my web program. So we are looking at my comeback done the correct way launching most likely in December. Alright so now you heard it straight from the horses mouth. Those are my plans. Hope your satisfied with them. In the mean time I will be shooting tons, and tons of content for my sites and my personal website INSYDETARYN.COM.

Now that I spilled the beans on my plans for porn I will tell ya about my djing.

So I have been practicing on my tables. Not as much as I should be but I am practicing and have been. I am VERY excited to accomplish all my goals in 2009. : )

To Long...

It's been awhile since the last time I wrote. And of course I do apologise. I've been pretty busy traveling and spending time on the east coast, with my family and new special person in my life.

A lot of you have been asking about my brother and how he is doing in the military. Well my brother went through bootcamp but was discharged due to the fact that he broke his leg. They said he can re enter the military in 15 months. He was very upset about it and still is. But he knows he could not continue with a broken leg. And unfortunatly for him it will take sometime for him to recover from that. The good thing is that my brother will not be going to Iraq. I am VERY VERY relieved about that. Honestly couldn't tell you how happy I am to have him back in Arizona. Although I am not there to be with him it's ok. He has a new girl friend and is doing very well. That's all about him for now.

So I've been practicing like crazy on my turntables. Just recently made my first track I am super stoked on it. I have to upload it onto myspace and start getting the word out about my djing skills. But in time that will be done. So please sit tight.

On other news. I started directing my first porno!!! I am soooo excited about it. It's going to be out of this world, and fucking hilarious. The whole movie is going to be based on the Jersey Shore. I feel it's a good way to let everyone see where I spent my summers as a kid and the vision I have for adult films. The movie was suppose to start production last week and I had two girls in town to shoot. Unfortunatly we had rain here in NJ for 6 effing days. Man it sucked. So I filmed my scene about 2 days ago. Next week I am shooting 2 more girls. I will let you know who the cast is once the movie is complete. I will also post so still of the movie once it's all done. : )

OH! I am also going to start my own web company, with my special friend lol. It will hopefully be launched by the end of this year. And I have been working on my new website like crazy so that should hopefully be up and running by October finally!!! YAYYYY

So I have been in New Jersey for about 3 months now. It's really really great to be back here. I honestly love the Jersey Shore soooo much. And it's funny because last year when I visited my family I told my grandparents I would spend the summer in New Jersey this year. I honestly never thought it would end up happening. Well my special friend asked me to stay the summer and so I am. I am very happy. I think I am the happiest now then I have ever been in the last 3 years of my life. It's just great!!!

Anywho it's about 9:30pm here in NJ and I am hungry as hell. I just cooked spinach raviolie's, veggies and garlic bread. (NOT DIET FOOD LOL) So I am going to go eat before my food get's cold and I get sick from not eating. I will write more later.

HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN

Yup It's been a super long time, since the last time my little fingers hit these typing keys inside this wonderful thing called a blog that I have. Alright so I am sure you all are wondering whats been going on in my life. Well dam man I just don't know where to start.

So I am going to go smoke a ciggy...... Brainstorm...... AND START WRITING...

Let's see I don't know where I left off in my writings. Like what was going on in my life at the time. So I am just going to go from here. Right now the present time in my life.

I am currently in NYC. Shooting, having fun you know. Just being me. I got here on the 5th I'll be here til the 11th then I am off to Miami baby. I haven't been to Miami for a LONG time. I am really excited to go there. I get to see my Uncle and my cousin I haven't seen in nearly 15 years. Craziness. My Father will also be coming on the trip. So I am pysched.

Now for the rest of the summer I will be staying in NJ. Returning to my roots. I am pretty excited and happy to be here. Although I will be traveling a lot NJ will be my homebase. I am STOKED.

Alrighty so in September. I will be packing up my bags and moving my happy ass back to California once again. Life is just all really coming back together again for me. It's all like a blessing in disguise. 2008/2009 are going to be really good for me I presume. I can't wait to get back there and be with my girls. I miss my two favorite pair of pants.

SOoOOOOoooOOOOOooOOOOoo...... My djing is starting to become something real great. I am going to be mentored by some really AMAZING djs, mcs, promoters, etc. I learn something new about my new career everyday. Seriously this is the most important thing in my life at the moment. I want to take this to another level and put 100 x's more effort into my djing than I did my porn career. I am just so estatic about it all.

Ijustorderedseventeenrecords@dancerecords.comsoexcitedtogethemandplaymynewchunes.

Oh yes before I forget. I FINALLY started shooting for my NEW website INSYDETARYN.COM I've already shot about 3,000 photos over the last 4 days for my site. I plan on launching the site with over 15,000 photos. Lots of hardcore videos which I have been complied since 2004. Just so much stuff I am going to be putting on that site I am super stoked for. It will be nothing like TarynThomas.com was like. Also that site had a lot of issues and still does. I was never paid for that site but you know what I can careless. It just sucks they are operating a site that has NO 2257'S OR MODEL RELEASES, and if they do it's all forged.

Ok well I need to get some sleep now. It's about 12am here in NYC and I am super tired. Had a very long day.

Good New On The Taryn Front

Taryn Thomas

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Djing

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Electronic Music Festival

California

November 2008

First ever live appearance on the tables!!!!!!!


Summer Strip Club Schedule For Arizona

Amazon's
4125 N 7th St
Phoenix, Arizona
(602) 265-8487(tits)


Monday to Friday
10am to 4pm

&

Babylon Show Club
3613 East Van Buren
Phoenix, Arizona
(602) 306-1000

Thursday to Saturday
9pm to 5am

If your in town, stop in and see me either place.

XoXoX- Taryn



Some Interesting Facts About Me

Does anyone call you babe?
Yeah but that's rare... Or maybe not lol

Regular Cheeto's or hot?
I HATE HOT.

How's your heart lately?
Empty... Very EMPTY and COLD. Like a ICE BOX.

Favorite fruit?
Plums

Your current relationship status?
VERY SINGLE ONCE AGAIN. Wait not that I was really taken in the first place. Why b/c I still make ADULT FILMS.

Who is your hero?
My Dad, and my Mom

Do you like the rain?
HATE IT!

who are you thinking about?
NO ONE...

What should you be doing right now?
Ummm Not a damm thing.

Do you think you can last for an hour without talking?
LOL YES. I do it all the time.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Who hasn't???

Are you scared of spiders?
FUCK YES! So Scared!!!!

Do you have a piercing?
Yeah! Used to have a lot more. Now I am thinking diamond inplants. LOL

Are you pregnant?
NOPE! Not anymore... Not that I have a child.

If someone doesn't like you, it’s usually because...?
They're afraid of me... Nah just dumb jealous breezies.

Kissed someone in the last twenty-four hours?
NOPE.

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Fuck yes! With my Gucci Shades on!!!



Have you ever stolen a sign or been with someone while they did it?
Ahhh No...

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or two best friends?
Two Bestest. Others get in the way. HAHAH

Whose birthday is coming up?
Davids, My brother Vincents, My cousin Danielles, and MINEEEEEEEEEE

Do you like roller coasters?
NOPE.

What's the best feeling in the world?
LOL Can I say this on myspace MOM???? LOL FUCKING!!! J/ K or am I? Nah. Being in love and knowing that other person loves you so much.

Do you wear contacts?
No I can still see...

Do you have a tattoo?
One... And it's fucked up.

Any people on your myspace page that you would date or go on a date with?
Ummmm.... Possibly...

What is wrong with you right now?
I just had surgery and i'm layed up YO.

What was the last movie you went to?
Ummm I don't know but it was with my EX in Cali... Oh I think it was 310 to Yuma.

What is the last movie you watched?
John Gotti

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Hope so. Hope it's before 10 years...

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
FUCK YES. I am back with my Dad for the summer. But not like I'll really be here. Nj for a week on the 5th and June and July gone. Then I plan on moving out on my own again. And ALL BY MYSELF!

Are you afraid of the dark?
Oh fucking Hell YES.

Do you like your life at the moment?
Ahh It could be better a lot better.

How tall is the person you like?
I don't really like ne one. Don't know that I want to at the moment.

Can you handle the truth?
If you can't then I feel bad for you.

Where were you last night?
Sleeping.

Where were you at noon yesterday?
Sleeping.

What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Haines. I love me some wife beaters. LOL

Last person you fought with?
Umm I dunno.

How late did you stay up last night?
Not late at all. I was sleeping all day.

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
I'd hope so. YES.

Suppose you see your crush kissing another person?
LOL Like that will ever happen. And if it did oh bitch better watch her step.

Are any rumors going around about you?
Who knows. There always is something. Good or bad... Habit I can't seem to break LOL But seriously folks were not in HS anymore.

Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yup... But she got out of jail or should I say prison. lol And shaped up. At least I think. Haven't seen her much since she was released.

Have you ever gotten mad because somebody said they'd call you and they didnt?
LOL If I did then I'd have to hate one of my best friends. But she is famous for the I'll call ya right back and never does. lol